`DANCE down my memory lane.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Yeyy.. good. For nearly two days i have not utter a single word at home. Unless im questioned otherwise, i kept silent. And i think i should really go up to Raj and says and you put me to the last row cause i will cost the whole group gold with honors. Cause i really sucks at dancing. Laugh your heads off or wadever you wish to do if you see me dance. i knew i cant dance. FYI it's not only because of her sarcasm that i ended up lidat. It's alot of thing s tthat bind together and i came to this decision. Dance really kinda freaked me out ytd. Firstly i dropped Joanne's foot thrice and it went pomp pomp pomp! It hurts lyk hell i bet and jo im really sorrie. Then i din got the steps right for big times. and while rehearsing for CNY, i made a big mess outta the steps. Bet Raj saw all my mistakes and probably because he's in a REAL GOOD mood, he didn't scold me. And i think im pretty lyk an outcast in dance, in class or anyweh else. So it's good to shuddup.

Be fearlessly feminine 10:49:13 AM!

Friday, February 04, 2005

Okay.. i realised many people are screwed lyk what i am now.. darn. Mariannie and felfel were trying hard to persuade me to let them confront her. Yeahss it's true that i can't just suffer frm this horrible misery in silence and everytime after one session with her, i cry. Wadever im not going to give any damn bout the things she say anymore. i don't care. not my business. Glad that chips buddy, marianne and fel actually are concerned bout me, though i nva got any of the home-made muffins frm mariannie. *hintHINT* Nice bus ride with zhutianyu. i simply loves her more and more. She seemed nasty when you don't realy know her. BUT she can be so nice at times that i wanna hug her. Aha, and mr. B. and mr. D. pissed my lil' bro mr. L. off. what the crap. Still dare to curse him right in front of me. i shall start the dao-ing game again. And mr. D. puhleessse kindly stop those time-wasting crap bout mr. B. and huever. do you think i will believe you? sheeesh.

shishi darling: lol blogskin lar! ah duh... anw haha i din go home with them at all. We were daoing them cause of lester's sake.

silly senior: *poke* tired la. everytime also poke. Really cant see? which part? the posts arh? cant help then.. MUAHAHAA.

chit dear: step out of this depression okay. i shall provide you with love and hugs and kisses. wrong flying kisses. aha okay?? Did ingham told you guys that he inviting us? cause he VERY long nva tok to us . I wonder did he forgot bout all his promises. Sheesh.

sugar dearie: Hiie my big lump of SUGAR!! hah it's not official la, meaning did not appear on my birth certt one.

yun: oh no. disturbing ahh. cya anw sorrie i unintentionally forgot that i have to buddy you too.

kristie: errr hiie. yeah hiie.

Felfel: Mr B. part appeared in the testimonial still not enuf? aww sheesh lar.

Be fearlessly feminine 6:05:33 PM!

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Sheesh, im so damn depressed. Chit dear and Felfel honey knoes why. It doesnt have got to do with anyone frm class 205. Yeaps so people who find this boring, pls kindly shoo. dance is reallie getting a wee bit too tense recenttly. i lost the kind of passion to run down to the dance studio every lunch. i lost that kind of hyperness during lessons. i lost my confidence. i lost my pride. cause 2 more people in md saw me cry just now.. DANG. Chit dear, i dont know why but im just lyk stabbed upon her sarcasm and her way of helping. She just got me down so badly that i really cant take it. Then i remembered that awful person that i saw in the video tape that day. It was really a horrendous girl. me .. the one that flinged herself so much to a bloody extent, the one that did the steps so un-cleanly. The one that couldnt even remember the steps to her heart. Then i was in charge of the poppers. and i cried. chit dear was with me and silly saw me crying too. yeah. im so sad. Lyk thousands of arrows on me.

Be fearlessly feminine 7:30:04 PM!

Tuesday, February 01, 2005

omg. i could not believe wad felfel dear told me. Sheesh, it sounds lyk tv serial drama and it's totally HARD to BELIEVE!! My pineapple tarts girl .. so fortunate. ahh!! AHH !! omg i cant realy disclose much of the things cause i promised to keep it a secret.. yeap and if i didn't see and actualy read it with my OWN eyes, i wouldn't believe.

Yeap so Mr bloody Ng is gone. yeyyyyyy. time to CHEER! The new teacher seemed much better and professional. I was really delighted today. I didn't realy get pissed off and this and tat. Yeah y'know those typical stuffs i get every single DAY. But who cares, im enjoying my life. hopefully ...though portfolios and SIAs are still waiting for me. The pace of school is getting faster, i cant catch up, which is a sign to show that im slacking behind and is way behind the class, 205. This is quite a mundane thing. Im slow, especially in science. I was still happily playing with that micropipette thingy when we aare actually supposed to suck( bad word to use) tthe ink and do all the practical stuffs, until Miaoran was lyk whining... how come you all never do one....

and im feeling so bad that i skipped dance today during lunch time, actually it's not compulsory but im always there at the dance studio to practise FEARLESSLY FEMININE!! But i was feeling weak and sick and ache. So poor thing right.

And im starting to lyk qiuhan. This sweetie frm 105. She loves pullling my ponytail. -_-"

Be fearlessly feminine 5:03:01 PM!

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Sk: so sorry that i din go buy those poppers. i was out with my mum. So sorry ! budden i know my nice nice dear sk wont get angry with me one. Right?

Fel honey: So many kisses. AH MUACKS!

Chit dear: TRALALA my pokey buddy. WHERE'S SILLY POKEY SIYING??? muahaha.

Jiamin: Yo chiobu. haha jiamin is soo nice. x))

To qian, Regina, Jojo, Jac, Elizabeth, Sk, Mian and Mar 2!!: Just have that urge to say i lurve all of you. :))

Fearleesly feminine is oh-my-gosh-so-nice!! but i will end up in a state of couldn't-be-able-to-breath-properly if i dance the whole thing, full out and with those stunts. Sheesh but nvm i'm willing to sacrifice for syf and dance to train and train and train everyday, even though we cannot train at the dance studio during lunch time.. YOU cant spoil our bonding, you cant affect NYMD!

Be fearlessly feminine 10:06:45 AM!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Chit dear asked me to update.

yeap, im really reallyyyyyyyy soooooooo grateful to dance. NYMD the legend....

I truly look up and adores my seniors and fella dancers. i reallie couldn't imagine this secondary school life without dance. I'll be a mad cow banging against a wall.

Qian: dear qian, im okay. Just that i really scared i'll screw it up. i know, you will say believe in yourself, i'll try to. I'll really treasure this year's SYF cause is my only syf year with you darling.

Chit: Shall put you name after qian if not you will MUNCH me again. heehee, don't worry dear, you can do it okay. and anw i lurve you!.

Nicole: haha now you will have to sneak into the studio if not everyone starts shouting CHIOBU. haha nvm la. It's a commendation. You shud lyk it. x))

Silly senior: SILLY pokey SIYING! yeyyy. *poke REAL HARD* Muahahaaaaa.

Glad that we are finishing the syf piece. Im really sorry to those i bumped into, kicked and disturbed today. So sorry. And yeaps the dance is splendid.

Be fearlessly feminine 7:40:26 PM!

Sunday, January 23, 2005

Oh ya and im currently cut off frm communication with the outside world cause i PURPOSELY switched off my phone. cos im pissed. With you. Why do you have to do what she did to me in the past???

Be fearlessly feminine 11:49:41 AM!

Tgas tags tags.

Im really into fearlessly feminine. i lurvvvveeeee my blue-blacks. Sheesh, and i love that scar that i got because of the contant spilting motion. coolll. i love those.

Qingyi; haha im into dance so im into the fearlessly feminie. It's so bloody cool sia. Though im not kena carried nor am i carrying. but it's cool to be part of the dance. I know la is not you force her one. She just forcing herself to do a left spilt within two days? Which is going to ache lyk hell if she really can.

Silly; haha silly pokey siying. good lor, my blog i cant figure out the codes. damn. SILLLLLY!!!

Nicole; CHIOBU!! ahh haha you are getting so many attention in md. everyone is saying that nicole very chio hor and i will proudly tell them that you are frm my sister class. x)). Siyu is so cute, i miss pinching her cheeks.

Tu-er; Cool name right? haha with you around i cant be fearless leh. hmph, btw you graduated larh, outside of our sect we are good friends. Hors AH SOCK..

szekhee; my lovely senior. it's harmless yeap but right it's really pretty tiring leh. by the time we do the spilt thing im lyk panting lyk hell.

BTW everyone in md, you guys can do it!! Qingyi ya sure will get a hang of the steps soon. Chit dear dont sulk liao hor

Be fearlessly feminine 11:38:07 AM!